(Or To Renew the Unspeakable Grief – from the Aeneid)
Lanie shivered as she pulled her jacket tight across her chest. January in Ohio can be bitter. Frost had crystallized the grass, which crunched under her feet as she walked toward the bus stop. Each step was a little more sluggish than the one before. She didn't really dislike school; she just had an aversion to the sophomoric antics of the wild students on the school bus.
Lanie was the only senior who rode the bus. Others either drove themselves or rode with friends. That's one of the pathetic aspects of being the new girl – very few friends yet. Her father had just retired from the military and this venture into civilian life was difficult for all of them. Saying good-bye to people is always traumatic, but within the military community it is simply a part of life. So is being new. Everybody is at one time or another, and transitions are rather fluid. Coming to rural Ohio meant trying to slip into an environment that was more like concrete; one is the "new girl" for years, not just days or weeks.